ACIM Lesson 21: My Daily Reflection (Epstein)

Epstein files released. His wretched behavior on full display.

Day 21: Today the split-mind-world is freaking me out. As everyone knows, the US Dept of Justice released 3.5 million Epstein files online. My anger and rage are buried beneath confusion and disbelief. Emotions are weighing like a heavy blanket on my mind. I feel numb.

And to frighten people even more, the financial markets are dealing with continued downward pressure on the price of bitcoin. Two major fear-inspiring situations that regular people are having difficulty dealing with. Loss of control and security coming at you from all sides.

Maybe these issues are connected. Billionaires are pulling the strings.

At the heart of it, I’m overwhelmed. There are too many problems to solve and too many people to heal.

When I look at the image above with Epstein and his woman, I see that he is half-way to a Jiu-jitsu choke (RNC). One is just as trapped as the other.

And what about all the tormented people who are still trapped?

I mean the handlers AND their victims. Since everyone is being controlled and manipulated, it’s difficult to see who the puppet master is. Deception is the chief tool of demons and their human witches. And, of course, more than one puppet master exists.

Because this fight is happening in the realm where our basic tools won’t work, we have to rely on supernatural support and training from Team Trinity. As a result, I’ve surrendered my need to soothe, comfort and correct. My efforts won’t amount to anything unless they are guided by Holy Spirit in the Unified, River of Grace, space.

"For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places."
Ephesians 6:12 KJV

Responding to this Epstein debacle: Has Holy Spirit given you an assignment?

I’m looking to Holy Spirit for marching orders. Like any good foot soldier, I need clear direction. I want an assignment that makes a difference. I want to kick ass and take names! Give me something to do that aligns with your will, Lord.

In case you’re wondering how people get chosen to take on assignments and missions in God’s army, many people are asked. But not all accept the challenge.

Heavenly Father doesn’t demand that you do something. It takes courage to follow orders. Consequently, he doesn’t leave you on your own. He sends the Holy Spirit to help and encourage you.

Spirit is a good trainer. He’s patient. Plus, he lets you know when you’re about to crash your bike into a bush. Sometimes, gently. Sometimes, with urgency and parental disgruntlement.

That’s good because we need help choosing the next best move. Plus, we never fight alone. How could we?

And speaking of crashing into bushes, Jesus provides hedges of protection around us, when we ask. Then, with our Guardian Angel standing by, we’re equipped to stare the demons (and their human witch companions) down.

The horrifying truth is that our governmental protective agencies are under attack from the spiritual realm. Demons and witches are weakening agreements previously built with respect, trust and honor.

The tactic of dumping the files onto the internet and allowing people to sift and sort through “corroborated, plus uncorroborated documents” guarantees wasted time running down endless rabbit holes. It also overloads our emotional systems.

Our human response is to numb out.

I had to stop listening and looking. I felt like I was drinking bilge water from the bottom of a ship after reading about famous people ruining themselves with their outrageous antics. “Let’s party like last time. Bring the pizza and grape soda!”

Apparently, according to reports, “pizza and grape soda” are code words used in emails sent to Epstein, possibly suggesting what age group should be invited to the next party.

Anyone spending too much time with these documents, either studying them or reporting on them, needs to be covered by the blood of Jesus.

Standing too close to dark energy, constantly looking at it, interferes with your humanity.

If you knew Epstein or cavorted with him, you got splashed with filth. It’s staining you and eating you alive from the inside out.

BUT AS ALWAYS, all victims are welcomed by Jesus. Don’t believe the lies you’ve been told. Everyone appears to have been manipulated and punished into behaving badly.

Learn how to discipline your mind to connect to the River of Grace, the Unified mind space. This is how you find your safe, protected path out of the busy, split mind space.

Angry with God? An invitation to switch sides and join Team Trinity.

There are only two sides. And Team Trinity (Heavenly Father, Jesus and the Holy Spirit) is ultimately more powerful than the other team. At no time have the demons ever been equal to Team Trinity.

I grew up hearing my mother say, “I don’t believe in God. If there really were one, why would he let terrible things happen to people? He’s never done anything good for me.”

She repeated it like a mantra any time I asked about Jesus. My mother demonstrated that it is quite possible to be ignorant and arrogant at the same time.

Over time, I learned to ignore a lot of what my mother said. Her advice sometimes made me feel like she wasn’t on my side. I would think to myself (because saying it out loud resulted in a slap), “This feels like a trap.”

In my relationship with my mother, she shows up like an opponent more often than not. Her tactics are well-known to me. Whenever she gets excited about something I’m about to do, I double-down on my research in case I missed something that might cause harm.

When she says yes, I know the answer for me is probably a great big NO!

My mother is surrounded by people who love her and think she’s funny. I appreciate how hard life was when we lived in England. And the truth is, there’s conflict in my heart where love should be. But that’s a story for another day.

And yes, Team Trinity and I address the complexity of my emotions and relationships on a daily basis. Healing takes time.

When the Pharisees (bullies) tried to trap Jesus using the ‘Eddie Attack’

Eddie Haskell, the iconic bully from the “Leave it to Beaver” TV show (1957) is a perfect example of how to ooze sycophantic, syrupy, false praise in the direction of the adults. I named a Demon Spotting code word after him. I call it the Eddie Attack. It stands for people ganging up on you.

Eddie was also the king of the Grandiose Attack which covers insults, large or small. False praise, spoken in a certain tone, is showered on Jesus by the Pharisees attempting to trap him.

Jesus counters by establishing that the rules in the split-mind-world (Rome) must be obeyed. He then confounds them by saying the rules that apply in the Kingdom of Heaven are separate and must also be obeyed.

The Kingdom of Heaven is more powerful than our split-mind-world.

As I’ve already said above, I will wait on the Lord for the answers and tactics for how to respond to this Epstein situation.

When I keep my channels open and tuned to the right frequency, I hear what needs to be done today.

‘But Jesus knew their evil motives.’

Taxes for Caesar
Then the Pharisees met together to plot how to trap Jesus into saying something for which he could be arrested. They sent some of their disciples, along with the supporters of Herod, to meet with him. 

“Teacher,” they said, “we know how honest you are. You teach the way of God truthfully. You are impartial and don’t play favorites. Now tell us what you think about this: Is it right to pay taxes to Caesar or not?”

But Jesus knew their evil motives. “You hypocrites!” he said. “Why are you trying to trap me? Here, show me the coin used for the tax.” 

When they handed him a Roman coin, he asked, “Whose picture and title are stamped on it?”
“Caesar’s,” they replied.

“Well, then,” he said, “give to Caesar what belongs to Caesar, and give to God what belongs to God.”

His reply amazed them, and they went away.
Matthew 22:15-22 NLT

And then we have fairy tales and science fiction to explain what being trapped feels like.

We are not alone. I can say that with confidence since I paid for and watched, The Age of Disclosure, the documentary released last year on Prime Video. Government officials clearly state that non-human biological remains were found in crashed space craft. However, revealing any of the secrets around these findings is punishable by death.

As far back as 1968, Hollywood introduced us to Hal, the AI keeping Dave the astronaut company in deep space. All went well until Dave and Hal appear to disagree on Hal’s usefulness.

“Thank you, Hal.” for illustrating how I feel in the split-mind zone, quietly terrified when I’m disconnected from Spirit.

This 2 minute clip is the moment when Hal abandons his human who is waiting in a pod outside the space vessel. “Let me in, Hal.”

2001: A Space Odyssey (1968), ‘I’m Sorry, Dave.’

And then there’s Alice in Wonderland…

Stories and movies help to normalize strange behavior. Somehow, because we’ve heard of that before, we agree that it’s all make-believe. Nothing to worry about! Somebody made it all up! Go back to your normally scheduled life. This too shall pass.

A Course in Miracles (ACIM) Lesson 21 homework

ACIM Workbook Lesson 21: “…search your mind carefully for situations past, present or anticipated that arouse anger in you. The anger may take the form of any reaction ranging from mild irritation to rage. The degree of the emotion you experience does not matter. You will become increasingly aware that a slight twinge of annoyance is nothing but a veil drawn over intense fury.”

ACIM Workbook Lesson 21 Homework:

• I am determined to see _______ [name of person] differently.
• I am determined to see _______ [specify the situation] differently.

The ego (busy, split mind) wants to keep us separate from Jesus and Holy Spirit.

When we churn and burn with rage, we can’t focus on the assignment given to us by Holy Spirit.

Those clever demons know exactly what they’re doing. Their efforts to distract us are relentless.

As a result, when they break our connection to Spirit, which happens too often, we make bad choices.

And then, just like Alice in Wonderland, we fall into the rabbit hole and down we go.

Spiritual Warfare Weapon: Forgive quickly to avoid disconnecting from Team Trinity

Forgiving yourself for tumbling down rabbit holes comes first. Working through the 365 lessons helps with that.

“And when you pray, make sure you forgive the faults of others so that your Father in heaven will also forgive you. 

But if you withhold forgiveness from others, your Father withholds forgiveness from you.”
Matthew 6:14-15 TPT

Erika Kirk got there quickly after her husband’s assassination.

Quicker than most of us will get there for Epstein. But think about that as a distraction strategy… these demon jokers are playing us because we don’t know what we’re up against.

When I think about today’s lesson, seeing things differently, I consider changing my point of view.

I need to understand and notice, “How are those demons/human witches trying to distract me from Holy Spirit and my assignment today?”

Anger is a potent distraction. You get consumed by it. Then Team Trinity can’t find a frequency or open channel to connect with you.

Blocking the channel blocks the flow of GRACE FROM JESUS. His grace fuels your healing and strengthens you for the battles ahead. Because humans today, like the Pharisees of old, use legalism against you to block you from the flow of grace.

Ignore them! Their empty words cause discord and a disconnect.

That disconnect, however, fueled by your unwillingness to forgive, puts you on the opposite team, out of communication, floating in the River of Shame (split mind)… even if you are a believer in Jesus.

Practice connecting with Unified Space, in the River of Grace, and stare them down instead of fighting with them to prove your point.

A Course in Miracles (ACIM), Lesson 21 video

I am determined to see things differently. ACIM Lesson 21

A Course In Miracles (ACIM): Workbook Lesson 21 (full text – free to read)

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